AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHA - that is how I feel today. How can one person be so high and happy one second and want to slit her wrists the next? I hate this feeling...why can't I be normal? Why must this be so difficult? Why must I keep a dog that I hate and why would Mike make me promise to keep a dog he knew I hated? Why? Why? Why? Why me? Why you? Why any of us?
Where is the manual for life? What do I have to do to get through this day? Who cares? How did we get to this exact point in life? When I was little I never dreamt that today I would be sitting in the exact spot I am and so completely clueless...
How do I get out of bed tomorrow? How do I look at my child without bursting into tears? How do I babystep my way back to normal? What is normal?
ahahahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah!
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