New beginnings

I am back from my Vegas experience...and can I say wow? Wow, that I've discovered some long overdue great things. I immersed myself in people - in being skin to skin (not the way you think) with a ton of people in order to become comfortable in my own skin...and guess what? It worked! When I said I felt like Humpty Dumpty falling I meant it and now I'm put back together (not completely yet but close.) I want to stand under the stars and scream that I'm ok...wow!

I send a big shout out to Devon, Robyn, Irma, Carey and Shawna for coming out to play with me...and for having my back (and belongings) at all times! A shout out to Nicki and Nicki and Michelle and Carline and Heather for forcing me to deal with all the issues I didn't want to deal with and for catching me when I fall! And in case I haven't said it enough: WOW! WOW! WOW!

New beginnings

So some of you will follow this anonymously and some will follow faithfully...tomorrow is the beginning of the next chapter for me. I fly away to Vegas to fall apart and put myself together again to be the best me that I was meant to be! Tomorrow is the first day of my grown up vacation and the first time ever that I am leaving my child for more than a night (she has left me but those who know me get this.) Carey, who has known me since 6th grade in a little town called Plains, Montana, and Devon, who met me through Mike and her husband Charlie, will be with me along with new friends Robyn and Irma to celebrate life and renewal. I'll blog while I'm in Vegas (I'll give you the PG version!)

So this is me going a little crazy and I didn't want to post it on fb. It is 2:15 and I haven't been to sleep yet. I'm tossing and turning and can't close my eyes. Why?

This is a test of my blogging capability.