So can I just say that life is unfair? Mike is not feeling better - same issues for three months and he's miserable. Work is not as great as it used to be (maybe that's me and my issues....)
Anna and her friend, Becca, wanted to see Last Song so we went to see it and those movies should come with warning labels for people in hell. It was so sad (and very on point...)
Mason is still a screwup. Do you think he's even tried to contact his dad since bailing on Spring Break? NO! Do you think I've changed my mind about the position I've taken with regard to that brat? NO! It just irritates me that according to Mason's BM (fill in blanks) it isn't fair for Mason to watch his dad die. What about Anna? Is it fair for her to not only watch her dad go through hell but to lose a sibling b/c said sibling is a self-centered idiot who will not realize what he did until it's too late? NO! Is life fair? No.
I'm just stressed and needed an outlet. My family is coming for our reunion this summer and I'm already stressing about family conflict - can we say some? Yes! Can't I just hide in the tequila bottle? Would I be strong enough to climb out of the bottle the next morning?
My spring/summer consists of: Anna's continuation party (and said promotion to high school) in Colorado; Mason's high school graduation in VA (and he says he wants to come to Colorad for the summer?); my BF, Hope, graduates college in VA; my older sister, Tres, graduates college in MT; my little brother graduates high school in MI; my family reunion in CO; a weekend trip w/ friends if Mike is cleared by the drs; and a ton of Anna activities to keep her life as normal as possible....my life sucks...
Tomorrow I will wake up and put on my tiara and purple cape and once again conquer the world - one small babystep at a time. Tonight I am wallowing in self-pity! I know I don't have the market on hell but in my world I feel all alone :( Thanks for listening to me rant!
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